Archive for May 2011

Is that you Heather Poland?   Leave a comment

Is that You Heather? I think it might be, but I can’t tell for sure.

You know I can’t see you from here.

Posted May 24, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

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How have you been Heather Poland?   Leave a comment

I wonder how you’re doing all the time. You deserve to be happy.

Are you?

Posted May 18, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

I hear you Heather Poland   Leave a comment

…No I don’t. That’s just in my head.

If I fall in the woods and Heather isn’t there to hear it, do I make a sound?

No. But I’d like to think you hear it anyway.

Posted May 17, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

I see you Heather Poland   Leave a comment

…No I don’t. That’s just my imagination.

It would be nice though.

Posted May 16, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

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I hope this doesn’t upset you Heather Poland   Leave a comment

By the time you find this there may be hundreds of pages here. I can see how that could be disturbing to some people. It’s me though, so maybe you expected it. I just want to get your attention and maybe find a way to say some of the things I should have said to you when I had the chance. This just my way of jumping up and down holding a sign full of flashing lights to get your attention – someday, maybe. Or maybe you’ll somehow never find this and I’ll just feel a little better for having written it.

Why so many pages? Going a bit too far is just what I do I guess.

I’d like it to be pretty clear to you who I am. Exactly what it takes to make it clear who I am I don’t really know. Not saying who I am isn’t an attempt to be mysterious. It’s not because I think I’m so special that you’d have to know it was me. Sure, I’m special, but that’s beside the point. Maybe I’m just childish.

Maybe you should ask who I am. You’ll be glad you did.

There seem to be quite a few Heather Polands. Only one is you. This could all be for any of them. It’s not. You know it’s for you. Or maybe it’s for me. I don’t know. Either way, I do hope it doesn’t bother you. Let it make you happy.

Posted May 14, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

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Heather Poland was my escape   Leave a comment

Heather, you were always the place I’d go to get away from the world. Talking to you reminded me that whatever wasn’t right around me wasn’t important. Just thinking about you would put me in a better place.

Looking into your eyes immediately makes everything else fade away.

No one else could ever do that for me. Only Heather Poland, my beautiful deliverer of peace.

Posted May 11, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

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Way to hold on Punky   Leave a comment

There’s so much I feel like I need to say to you Heather. So much that it all blurs into a big ball of nothing. I wish I could really tell you how I feel. But there seem to be no words. Or too many words. Same thing.

So much I was supposed to give you. So much you deserved. Somehow I didn’t realize I was pushing away the one girl I needed most. A life full of unique experiences that you were meant to share with me. I should have been with you every chance I got. Instead I separated you from the rest of my life because you were special.

“Way to hold on Punky.”

Growing old would have been something to look forward to with you by my side.

Posted May 8, 2011 by heathersnothome in Uncategorized

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